the sharpnesses

so many things that i just don't know. so, so, so, so many things. all in the darks.

also, it's bizarre to me that the more time one spends with people, the more years that go by, the more two-dimensional and archetypal these people become. why is that? people have the most jejune idiosyncrasies, the most insipid secrets, prosaic insecurities, hackneyed fears, dessicated skeletons in their closets. gay. gay, gay, gay, gay, gay. i'm including myself in this.


need more effective darknesses. less pornography.

sidereality, cereality, careereality,